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CHAPTER I
Dorriforth, bred at St. Omer's in all the scholastic rigour of that
college, was by education, and the solemn vows of his order, a Roman
Catholic priest--but nicely discriminating between the philosophical
and the superstitious part of that character, and adopting the former
only, he possessed qualities not unworthy the first professors of
Christianity--every virtue which it was his vocation to preach, it
was his care to practise; nor was he in the class of those of the
religious, who, by secluding themselves from the world, fly the merit
they might have in reforming mankind. He refused to shelter himself
from the temptations of the layman by the walls of a cloister, but
sought for, and found that shelter in the centre of London, where he
dwelt, in his own prudence, justice, fortitude, and temperance.
He was about thirty, and had lived in the metropolis near five
years, when a gentleman, above his own age, but with whom he had from
his youth contracted a most sincere friendship, died, and left him the
sole guardian of his daughter, a young lady of eighteen.
The deceased Mr. Milner, on his approaching dissolution, perfectly
sensible of his state, thus reasoned to himself before he made the
nomination: "I have formed no intimate friendship during my whole life,
except one --I can be said to know the heart of no man except the
heart of Dorriforth --After knowing his, I never sought acquaintance
with another--I did not wish to lessen the exalted estimation of human
nature he had inspired. In this moment of trembling apprehension from
every thought that darts across my mind, much more for every action
which soon I must be called to answer for; all worldly views here
thrown aside, I act as if that tribunal before which I every moment
expect to appear, were now sitting in judgment upon my purpose.--The
care of an only child is the great charge that in this tremendous
crisis I have to execute --these earthly affections that bind me to
her by custom, sympathy, or what I fondly call parental love, would
direct me to study her present happiness, and leave her to the care of
some of those she styles her dearest friends; but they are friends
only in the sunshine of fortune; in the cold nipping frost of
disappointment, sickness, or connubial strife, they will forsake the
house of care, although the house which they themselves may have built."
Here the excruciating anguish of the father, overcame that of the
dying man.
"In the moment of desertion," continued he, "which I now picture to
myself, where will my child find comfort? --That heavenly aid
religion gives, which now amidst these agonizing tortures, chears with
the bright ray of consolation my frightened soul; that, she will be
denied."
It is in this place proper to remark, that Mr. Milner was a member
of the church of Rome, but on his marriage with a lady of Protestant
tenets, they mutually agreed their sons should be educated in the
religious opinion of their father, and their daughters in that of their
mother. One child only was the result of their union, the child whose
future welfare now occupied the thoughts of her expiring father--
from him the care of her education had been withheld, as he kept
inviolate late the promise made to her departed mother on the article
of religion, and therefore consigned his daughter to a
Protestantboarding-school, from whence she was sent with merely such
sentiments of religion, as young ladies of fashion mostly imbibe. Her
little heart employed in all the endless pursuits of personal
accomplishments, had left her mind without one ornament, except those
which nature gave, and even they were not wholly preserved from the
ravages made by its rival, Art.
While her father was in health he beheld with the extreme of
delight, his accomplished daughter without one fault with which taste
or elegance could have reproached her, nor ever enquired what might be
her other failings-- Cast on a bed of sickness, and upon the point of
leaving her to her future fate those failings at once rushed on his
memory --and all the pride, the fond enjoyment he had taken in
beholding her open the ball, or delight her hearers with her sprightly
wit, escaped his remembrance; or not escaping, were thought of with a
sigh of contrition, or at best a contemptuous frown, at the frivolous
qualification.
"Something more essential," said he to himself, "must be
considered-- something to prepare her for an hour like this I now
experience--can I then leave her to the charge of those who themselves
never remember such an hour will come?--Dorriforth is the only person
I know, who, uniting every moral virtue to those of religion, and
native honour to pious faith; will protect without controuling,
instruct without tyrannizing, comfort without flattering, and perhaps
in time make good by choice rather than by constraint, the dear object
of his dying friend's sole care."
Dorriforth, who came post from London to visit Mr. Milner in his
illness, received a few moments before his death all his injunctions,
and promised to fulfil them--but in this last [...]
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